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Monday, May 07, 2007

Having a different outlook on life and love and all the rest

These lyrics reflect how im feeling...  not a bad song, worth downloading...

Ne-Yo - Make it Work

Ooh uh ooh,ooh uh ooh yeih yeh
You understand me
At least you say you do
Lately thats enough for me
Looking for perfect
Surrounded by artificial
You're the closest thing to real i've seen
Sure, everyone has their problems
Thats a given
Yours are the easiest to tolerate
This wasn't what we was wanting
How we're living
But let's take this good enough and turn it to great
Baby understand...

This can only be as good as we both make it
Guess sometimes its gonna hurt (yes sometimes its gonna hurt)
We can be as happy as we want to be girl
But we gotta make it work
We gotta make it work...

Ay oh ay oh oh
We gotta make it work...
Ay oh ay oh oh
We gotta make it work...
Ay oh ay oh oh
We gotta make it work...
Ay oh ay oh oh

Sometimes i love you
More than you'll ever know
Other times you get on my nerves (hey)
That's just reality
No, it can't always be
Kisses, hugs, and beautiful words

You was looking for your prince,ooh
What you found (wat u found)

Is a pauper with potential
And no, i'm nowhere near perfect..NO
But i'm around (but im around)
Girl, time and patience is essential
Baby realize...

This can only be as good as we both make it
Guess sometimes its gonna hurt (guess sometimes its gonna hurt)
We can be as happy as we want to be girl
But we gotta make it work
We gotta make it work...

Ay oh ay oh oh
We gotta make it work...
Ay oh ay oh oh
We gotta make it work...
Ay oh ay oh oh
We gotta make it work...
Ay oh ay oh oh

Thick and thin, (ooh)
The bad outweighs the good sometimes
That doesn't mean we're 'spose to give it up
My problems are yours,and yours are mine

This can only be as good as we both make it
Guess sometimes its gonna hurt (guess sometimes its gonna hurt)
We can be as happy as we want to be girl
But we gotta make it work
We gotta make it work...


Tuesday, May 01, 2007

Have u ever...

been so in love with someone that u dont care about anything else?

loved someone so much that u cant ever risk losing them and no matter they do,  u will forgive them?

missed someone so much that u would do anything to see them?

=S

Do you...

Go out with a guy because he is good looking and rich but has a crap personality or be with someone without these qualities but brings u bundles of happiness?

Pretend you love someone and say "i love u" back when u really dont know about ur feelings for that person?

see the inner qualities of this person?

go out with someone as friends? or get to know them better to see if u match before dating?

 




Monday, April 16, 2007

3 weeks on... i feel like i can finally be independent and look back on experiences and reflect on it.
the past 3 years has taught me a lot. Maybe i thought it was a good relationship because it was my first ever serious one and i was naive and innocent. But i've learnt now so many invaluable things. As the saying goes... u gota go through mr wrongs to find mr right. And im pretty adament that thats true. Anyway, theres no point talking about this cuz its the past. I feel like a whole load has lifted off my shoulders and i can finally concentrate on other stuff..

On a fresher note, can't believe easter has ended already! met new friends and had great company, which i really enjoyed. Some memorable events are clubbin at dragon eye. which LOU was meant to go after eating at wing wah, but Noooooo had to let me down init!!!  got some nice pictures anyway, they on facebook if u wana see. Also long awaited bbq at rob n jamie's place. Thanks for that guys, should do it more often had a good time. and it was nice PWNING u all at Yo! lol u white kids r crap at it man!! :P and thanks to ray tsang, what a dick for givin me a chicken wing from the floor!! ent stupid u no!! but at least made ya say sorry about 10 times lol
that night also went to manchester m2 party, drove on motorway for the first time!! fucking scary and boring mann!! lucky dong gave me his tom tom otherwise would have got lost cuz they were driving so fast... >.< a 2litre honda type r and a 3.2litre bmw or something?? but luckily i caught up!! kinda amazed with ma 1.2 baby! lol... had a ok night, so big and so many people... but unluckily, got home and a few days later i got 3points taken off my license for doing 64mph on a 40 road.. ah well... learnt my lesson now, was kinda high driving at 115mph =)

thats pretty much it.. went to uni and tried to revise, but kept being distracted by phu who was watching southpark and laughing out loud to himself for real! argh!! never guna revise wit that boy ever!!! then we went sacks to watch the match, 7-1 to man u if i can recall correctly?? had a nice meal, but had to wait aaaaaaaages for it X__X killed the time by playing big 2 which was nice. then went to lakeside to chill for abit, and headed to pad thai. had a nice time there and had some nice food =) cant really remember much but... "stop mixing drinks!!!" lol after that night, slept for like 15  hours... couldnt even get outa bed!! then alex came over bout 10pm with some maccies and we watched kung fu hustle...AGAIN! lol we both seen it like 10times... can say some stuff off by heart, but happy daysssss. Last night went to china star til 6am and finally  we all had a macdonalds breakfast!! sooo happy!!! finally had sum hashbrowns!! wahoo, well that concludes my easter hols. Pretty boring but has taught me so much!! hope u all had a good holiday!! and i miss all ur entries... should update soon and keep it touch xx


Friday, April 06, 2007

Outta My System

Bow Wow

Damn
I Just keep thinking about you (oh Baby)
I mean I wanna move on but I can't move on
It's like you have some kind of hold on me and I don't Know
But Imma go ahead and talk about it
Listen

I'm sitting looking out the window like damn
Tryna fix this situation that's at hand
You still running through my mind when I'm knowing that you shouldn't be,
Me all on yo mind and I'm knowing that it couldn't be
Cause you ain't call and I ain't even appalled
I still got allot of pain I ain't dealt wit it all
I been running round with other chicks, I'm single and they loving it, I'm liking it but I just want the
one that I was in love with.
That's not the end of it, I'm tryna let you know I can't,
Get a grip of it is what I'm tryna let you know.
You got a hold or some kind of control of me
I don't know what it is, but I gotta get you gone from me
I'm working at it and it ain't getting no better just tryna be like, yeah, forget it, whatever Instead
of staring out this glass looking at this bad weather, damn I gotta pull myself together
Cause...

When I'm with somebody, all I think bout is you
When I'm all alone, that's all I wanna do
I miss the smiling faces in my sidekick,
Outta town visits, all the time we spent together makes it hard
to get you outta my system.
You know what you do to me
You don't even understand 
You know what you do to me 
It's so hard to get you outta my system.

I'm too attached, my heart won't let me fall back
I got it bad, that's what you can call that 
When I see you in the streets, that's the worse for me
Used to love the little things you did, that's what works for me
It's too major, don't see you on my pager,
Know what you doing, where you at, or can I see you later?

The fellas telling me 'just let her go Bow', believe me, I'm trying man, I just don't know how
I be in all the top spots, leaving with the hot shots, knowing they just want me cause I'm in the top spot
That's not poppin and my brain aint stopping, thinking
Who she with, or where she going, is she club hoppin?
I never had this kind of problem in my life, this is my first time dealing with this kind of fight
It's every night and every flight and every time you in my sight,
Damn this aint even right, cause...

When I'm with somebody, all I think bout is you 
When I'm all alone, that's all I wanna do 
I miss the smiling faces in my sidekick,
Outta town visits, all the time we spent together makes it hard
to get you outta my system. 
You know what you do to me 
You don't even understand 
You know what you do to me 
It's so hard to get you outta my system.

Is it wrong for me to feel this way, you been running through my mind all day
Can you feel me?
I been tryna get you off my mind, but I cant after all this time
That's what kills me
Is it wrong for me to feel this way, you been running through my mind all day
Can you feel me?
I been tryna get you off my mind, but I cant after all this time
And it kills me

When I'm with somebody, all I think bout is you
When I'm all alone, that's all I wanna do
I miss the smiling faces in my sidekick,
Outta town visits, all the time we spent together makes it hard
to get you outta my system. 
You know what you do to me
You don't even understand 
You know what you do to me So hard to get you outta my system

I remember everything that me and you talked about
Me and you had our whole lives planned out together (oh ohh oh ohh)
And if I could, I would, turn back the hands of time and correct all my mistakes that I ever did
But now I guess I gotta move on, right?
It's still hard and I still love you till this day
Peace.


Thursday, April 05, 2007

Rascal Flatts

What Hurts The Most...

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house, that don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry
Every once in a while even though goin on with you gone still upsets me
There are days
Every now and again i pretend i'm okay but that's not what gets me

What hurts the most, was being so close
And having so much to say
And watchin you walk away
Never knowing, what could have been
And not seein that lovin you
Is what i was tryin to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere i go
But i'm doin it
It's hard to force that smile when i see our old friends and i'm alone
Still harder gettin up, gettin dressed, livin with this regret
But i know if i could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words that i saved in my heart that i left unspoken

What hurts the most, is being so close
And having so much to say
And watchin you walk away
Never knowing, what could have been
And not seein that lovin you
Is what i was tryin to do

What hurts the most, was being so close
And having so much to say
And watchin you walk away
And never knowing, what could have been
And not seein that lovin you
Is what i was tryin to do

not seein that lovin you
that's  what I was tryin to do




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